It’s okay not to be okay

Hi blog..

It’s been a long time I haven’t write until this late. It is 2pm right now. My eyes is still wide awake, my bedroom still bright and I currently sitting beside my bed.

I am not totally fine right now, so that is why I try to write something here. I believe, writing is therapeutic. I found comfort whenever I begin to write.

These past few days, I have been facing some kind of roller coaster emotion. I feel empty, I feel sad, I feed angry, I feel anxious and all mixed at once. I feel pain in my chest.

Many things did not go like how I want it. But no one could be blame except me. Everything is so difficult for me. And I could not share my problem to even the one who close to me.

It is not because I don’t trust them, it is just I could not tell them. I know, maybe people will thinking “you have god, why don’t you tell everything to your god?”

I know. I could not argue.

It is just.......

Huh.. Anyhow, if you don’t mind, could you send me some doa? I so appreciate it. Thank you guys.


Thank you for leaving kind words. Deeply appreciated. May you have a good day too!