Why we live? Are we going back to our final ‘home’?

Taking some small portion of time to truly reflect what have I done throughout my 23 year of living in this dunya. 23 years may seem I have gone through numbers of difficulties and trials but the things I recklessly count was the blessings God has put into my journey since the day I voluntarily step forward to be choosen by Allah as one of khalifah in this dunya.

 ... أَلَسْتُ بِرَبِّكُمْ ۖ قَالُوا بَلَىٰ ۛ شَهِدْنَا ۛ ...,

“Bukankah Aku ini Tuhanmu?” 

Mereka menjawab, “Betul (Engkau Tuhan kami), kami bersaksi.”

Surah al-a’raf ayat 172

Before our souls were blown to our mother womb, God had taken our witness. No one has been forced to live in this dunya, we ourselves voluntarily and willingly step forward to be choosen. Not a single soul has not taken the swear. None. But, when we were born and became a human being we remember nothing.

Why? Because that is the purpose of life. To discover who are we. To find our God. To become not other but His slave and free from other slavery — fame, wealth, people, thing and your own self.

Right after we’re born, the journey to find way back (to Him) — has just begin.

God may lead us to several pit stops before He truly brings us back to our final ‘home’. Pit stops are made to identify who really want to go back to final ‘home’ & meet Him and who are not.

I know..nowadays, life is truly challenging. The world is so crazy and exhausting. People are so much in pain — i am sometime. But, I still believe God never leave us. He will guide us until we finally are home.

Pray for me. Pray for all of us.



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